never forever

Just because I'm losing
Doesn't mean I'm lost
Doesn't mean I've stopped
Doesn't mean I'm across

 

Just because I'm hurting
Doesn't mean I'm hurt
Doesn't mean I didn't get what I deserved

No better and no worse

 

I'm just waiting till the firing's stopped
I'm just waiting till the shine wears off

 

                                             -----------Coldplay<lost>

 欲言，却无从开始....

天气很冷，四年来从未有过如此深切的寒冷。最终还是选择了回到上海，或者说是用“逃”字更加确切，对于一次次的打击真的有点力不从心，一句“我尽力了”不会改变那些关心我的人失望的眼神，也更加难以让自己好受，对不起......无意营造一个master loser的形象，失魂落魄，自暴自弃，虽然开始怀疑自己，但我相信这是一时的，我不可能永远都那么坚强，i`m just ordinary～这是第一次主动选择回来，只是下飞机的那瞬间，突然又想飞回温暖的家.....

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come up to meet you
tell you i'm sorry
you don't know how lovely you are
i had to find you
tell you i need you
tell you i'll set you apart
tell me your secrets
and ask me your questions
oh let's go back to  the start
running in circles
coming in tails
heads are a science apart
nobody said it was easy
it's such a shame for us to part
nobody said it was easy
no one ever said it would be this hard
oh take me back to the start

i was just guessing
at numbers and figures
pulling the puzzles apart
questions of science
science and progress
could not speak as loud as my heart
tell me you love me
come back and haunt me
oh when i rush to the start
coming back as we are
oh it's such a shame for us to part
no one ever said it would be so hard
i'm going back to the start

                           -------- Coldplay<the scientist>

 

 

看了些温暖的片子，试图从中寻找些答案，你问过我，人生和哪个更精彩，难以回答，真实与完美无法比较，完美是wall-e用执着的感情最终牵到EVA的手，完美是allie最终选择了noah而不是lon，而现实呢，可能wall-e会失去记忆，继续无休止的清扫垃圾，或是最后allie和lon结婚，同样过着幸福的生活.....作为观众，这些故事是如此动听，可若置身其中，一切或许又会变的无解。爱情，不要奢求，顺其自然......

《WALL-E》和《The notebook》，触动内心的电影～

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 “呵呵”先生，我的新称呼，基本每句聊天里有一个“呵呵”，这是个很神奇的词，它可以很自然的联想到笑容，无论是否是发自内心;它可以让对方难以揣测你的内心，让一句很感人的话听起来像玩笑；或是适合自嘲，缓和气氛等等，总之，这个词会让我感觉安全，如果让你们感觉我很虚伪，那请原谅，并非有意为之....

 

 

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好吧，就写这些吧，虽然还是一些冷色调的文字，看来已经是我的风格了，呵呵~

anyway

I`m fine ,better tommorow

我还是那个乐观向上的有志青年

我有美好的问来

我还是会胡言乱语

我还是会多愁善感

我还是会低调装酷

我还是一直爱你们，老爸老妈，老姐老弟，set guys们,兄弟姐妹们，朋友们，当然也有你，呵呵

 

 

有些东西难以释怀，所以如olivia同学所说，我们需要一些励志的歌曲～